Saturday, August 10, 2013

God Answers Prayers

One of the things I wanted to do with this blog is to keep a log of prayers that God has answered.  One dramatic one was answered just recently.  My wife works night shifts, I work days.  I can't really do much on the days that she is sleeping while I'm at home because I wake her up (yard work, cleaning, dishes, etc...).  Plus she works one weekend night and is usually exhausted the morning of the other, so our weekends together are almost non existent.  I really missed our time together on the weekends as in the past we would go for little day trips and would have a great time together.  So I told my wife she should push for day shifts.  She just started her new job and is the low person on the seniority latter so she just laughed.  So I prayed that she would be able to work days.

Well God answered my prayer.  The company my wife works for decided that they want to make her a lead person at night, and she isn't quite strong enough to do that yet, so they are going to move her to days for a few months to get her where she needs to be in order to be a strong lead person on the night shift.  Coincidence? I don't think so.

It won't be for a long time, but it will be enough for us to spend time together before Winter, get our affairs back to what I call a "zero point" or in a maintainable state.  I'm very thankful to God for this.  Jesus is cool, thank you.

Monday, July 8, 2013

Family

I will never abandon my family.  I owe them too much.  But they can't provide me with the love and respect that I need sometimes because I have become so distant from them.  Fellow Christians can.

Monday, June 10, 2013

On Sin

I often feel there are two different Gospel's preached.  One is for sinners...that we are all sinners (Romans 3:10,3:23) and that Jesus died for sinners.  Salvation is a free gift of grace (Ephesians 2:8-9) for those who put their faith in Jesus (Romans 10:9, John 5:24).  The other is perfectionist...it closely mirrors the above gospel, but it confuses sanctification with a demand for sinless perfection once someone is saved.

I think Gil's Exposition on 1 John 1:8 answers which of these Gospels is correct (for me anyways).

Gill's Exposition of the Entire Bible
If we say that we have no sin,.... Notwithstanding believers are cleansed from their sins by the blood of Christ, yet they are not without sin; no man is without sin: this is not only true of all men, as they come into the world, being conceived in sin, and shapen in iniquity, and of all that are in a state of unregeneracy, and of God's elect, while in such a state, but even of all regenerated and sanctified persons in this life; as appears by the ingenuous confessions of sin made by the saints in all ages; by their complaints concerning it, and groans under it; by the continual war in them between flesh and spirit; and by their prayers for the discoveries of pardoning grace, and for the fresh application of Christ's blood for cleansing; by their remissness in the discharge of duty, and by their frequent slips and falls, and often backslidings: and though their sins are all pardoned, and they are justified from all things by the righteousness of Christ, yet they are not without sin; though they are freed from the guilt of sin, and are under no obligation to punishment on account of it, yet not from the being of it; their sins were indeed transferred from them to Christ, and he has bore them, and took them and put them away, and they are redeemed from them, and are acquitted, discharged, and pardoned, so that sin is not imputed to them, and God sees no iniquity in them in the article of justification; and also, their iniquities are caused to pass from them, as to the guilt of them, and are taken out of their sight, and they have no more conscience of them, having their hearts sprinkled and purged by the blood of Jesus, and are clear of all condemnation, the curse of the law, the wrath of God, or the second death, by reason of them; yet pardon of sin, and justification from it, though they take away the guilt of sin, and free from obligation to punishment, yet they do not take out the being of sin, or cause it to cease to act, or do not make sins cease to be sins, or change the nature of actions, of sinful ones, to make them harmless, innocent, or indifferent; the sins of believers are equally sins with other persons, are of the same kind and nature, and equally transgressions of the law, and many of them are attended with more aggravating circumstances, and are taken notice of by God, and resented by him, and for which he chastises his people in love: now though a believer may say that he has not this or that particular sin, or is not guilty of this or that sin, for he has the seeds of all sin in him, yet he cannot say he has no sin; and though he may truly say he shall have no sin, for in the other state the being and principle of sin will be removed, and the saints will be perfectly holy in themselves, yet he cannot, in this present life, say that he is without it: if any of us who profess to be cleansed from sin by the blood of Christ should affirm this,
we deceive ourselves; such persons must be ignorant of themselves, and put a cheat upon themselves, thinking themselves to be something when they are nothing; flattering themselves what pure and holy creatures they are, when there is a fountain of sin and wickedness in them; these are self-deceptions, sad delusions, and gross impositions upon themselves:
and the truth is not in us; it is a plain case the truth of grace is not in such persons, for if there was a real work of God upon their souls, they would know and discern the plague of their own hearts, the impurity of their nature, and the imperfection of their obedience; nor is the word of truth in them, for if that had an entrance into them, and worked effectually in them, they would in the light of it discover much sin and iniquity in them; and indeed there is no principle of truth, no veracity in them; there is no sincerity nor ingenuity in them; they do not speak honestly and uprightly, but contrary to the dictates of their own conscience.

Monday, May 20, 2013

Rant

The world is a great big ugly wonderful place.  Hard to stay focused when it turns out the world is way more multifaceted than I ever thought it could be.  So many things to think about, look into, open up.  So much knowledge to learn that is hidden that does nothing but stroke egos but is fascinating none-the-less. What a crazy, wild mess this place is.  There are dark sciences.  There is a kind of magic (though don't mess with it).  There is a God, a perfect, all loving but all just God who offers humanity a relationship and eternity...but most of humanity turns Him down. There is a spiritual war going on 24x7 for the souls of men.  Humanity isn't the top of the food chain here even though we think we are. There are things that go bump in the night but gladly most people can't see them or will ever encounter them. And most people who read this will think I'm weird, which I am, but them putting me in the weird box to escape the above conclusions just makes the world more fascinating to me.

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

On Babes and Spiritual Warfare

I received this email way back in 2002. I found it again tonight.  I'm withholding names, but I thought this might be very interesting to some.

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Thank you for your prompt reply - my curiosity had been awakened by the description you'd written, and now is satisfied. I can seriously respect your point of view on this, not just out of the blind respect we are taught to have for the opinions of others, but because I know you are correct.

I have led, by some standards, an extraordinary life. I started talking at a very early age (6 months), and due to the Christian beliefs of my family, was someone in whom the Dark Realm was very interested. It is said that our enemy walks about like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour; I personally know of the truth to that statement. It is not popular knowledge, but in fact many children are harassed at young ages by these things for purposes with which you will be familiar; it is through deceptive reinforcement of false paradigms (like extraterrestrials) that they blind the nations.

My personal experience is somewhat different. Though my young age made me, in a sense, more vulnerable to them, I had certain advantages. Being educated from an early age about the fallen powers which rule this world, and also having been taught to avoid the works of the false god of this world, afforded me some protection from false belief. So, instead of attempting to deceive me by offering visions of aliens, or ghosts, or other things which they use to do their work, they presented me with their point of view, with offerings of power and entertainment.

I can remember certain phrases particularly well; they told me stories of the ancient world, stories of bygone ages, and even of prehistoric times. They told me about how & why they accomplished deceiving people (they referred to such things as their "projects"), and they offered me access to their malignant power should I join their cause.

Thankfully, like a good boy should do when faced with a strange circumstance, at age three, I went to my mother and told her about my experiences.  She immediately called a friend of the family, an elder in a church of God who was experienced in dealing with enemy spirits. The man quickly paid us a visit, exorcised our house, and spoke a special blessing over me.

To this day, I have continually had an increased amount of protection from our Lord. I have survived four lethal car crashes & numerous other "accidents", never broken a bone nor chipped a tooth, never fallen seriously ill, and never again experienced any sort of direct incursion on my life by the manifestations & machinations of the enemy.

I believe that the Creator God allowed this to occur, knowing that the only real effect the event would have on me would be increased faith. Unlike many, who live in an undefined spiritual haze, I have personal knowledge that the Word of God is not just a book filled with moral stories. I know, beyond the shadow of a doubt, that my God and my enemy are both very real, and that they pay more attention to this world than "mainstream Christianity" would have you believe.

The bottom line of this message, I guess, is this; since I know that we have some beliefs in common, I know I can trust you to make the right decisions regarding this information I've shared with you. The most essential information I can distill from my experiences with our enemy is this: any religious teaching not found solidly supported by the Holy Scripture is false. False religion, popular mythologies concerning "ghosts" and popular misconceptions concerning demons, are all things they use to their advantage. Unfortunately, the enemy has his fingers in every pie, not only deep in the heart of every carnal man, but also deep in the heart of many so-called Christian organizations - the Scripture clearly prophesied that the recent epidemic of reported sexual abuse by Catholic priests is the direct result of infiltration by "doctrines of demons", one of which is the forbidding of marriage (1 Tim 4:1-3).

There are other unholy doctrines that have found their way into modern Christianity, which the original apostles and disciples have scorned, but I will stop at that which we hold in common. My mission is not to convert you to my personal interpretation of scripture, but to offer you a story of personal experience, that it may perhaps strengthen your faith in the knowledge which you already have from God.

May the peace & guidance of God go with you,


Friday, May 4, 2012

Remember Who's I Am

Sometimes, as I research into the darkness, I lose sight of how wonderful, gracious, and kind our God is. I had the privileged of being used of God to witness to a friend of mine tonight.  The feeling of joy I have, that God would use me, and that God would use me to reach out to a great friend of mine who I pray for occasionally was really, really cool.  Thank you God for using me to witness to a friend of mine about what you Jesus did for him.

Thank you and praise you Jesus.

Friday, September 24, 2010

The Esoteric and Pan's Labyrinth

A new look at the movie Pan's Labyrinth that will blow your mind.

http://vigilantcitizen.com/?p=5019